The Cost of Fear

Read it and weep — then find a way out.

Cindy de Villiers
13 min readSep 3, 2021
Photo by Aarón Blanco Tejedor on Unsplash

The fear is palpable. Heads down, masks on. There is no one around but eyes are wide in terror. The neighbour, the postman, the whanau, all may be the menace in disguise. The menace has not been seen but the people hide and cower in the fear that merely locking eyes on it would result in agony and death. They plead for redemption. The first force to offer redemption is hastily accepted, without recourse to thought of consequence; but there is a catch. Unless all accept this redemption, it is of no value. Those not accepting the redemption need to be annihilated for the good of the rest. For those accepting redemption, it comes with a cost.

The Cost

What harms from the little prick? What harms from a few days of mild aches and pains? What harms from expunging whose who do not yield to the force? To overcome the fear, it needs to be faced.

In NZ, More People Have Died From the Covid-19 Injection, Than Have Died From the Disease

As of the end of August 2021, 26 people have been listed as dying from Covid-19. That is 26 people in the last 18 months. 33,316 people died in 2018 of all causes, the most recent NZ data available. Did their lives matter?

Medsafe (New Zealand Medicines Safety Authority), has reported that by mid-August 2021, 26 deaths had been report to CARM (Centre for Adverse Reactions Monitoring) in relation to the Comrinaty Covid-19 injection. Medsafe has implied that none of these are related to the vaccine with five being under investigation. Media reports regarding one death attributed to the injection appeared on the 30th of August. Death is still not being listed as a “safety signal” (something to look out for) on the Medsafe website.

Number Massaging

When assessing adverse events to a new therapy, all events are considered to be due to the new therapy unless proven otherwise. This is why the list of side-effects for most pharmaceuticals is so long. So, if we were to follow the scientific method, these deaths need to be considered as due to the injection and listed as such. This is not being done.

Information regarding who makes the final decision about whether an event is due to the Covid-19 injection or not has been requested. However a clear a clear answer has not been received, with neither CARM nor the Ministry of Health taking final responsibility. Surely this process would be outlined well prior to the roll-out of an experimental injection that is still being studied. It is suspicious that Dr. Petoussis-Harris, a spokesperson for Medsafe, is a vaccine researcher and not a toxicologist or forensic pathologist.

It is also interesting that the CDC has changed their guidelines. If a fully vaccinated person dies of Covid-19 within two weeks of receiving their 2nd vaccination, they are classified as as being un-vaccinated.

Official numbers no longer mean anything.

Unwillingness to Report Injuries

Doctors, nurses and other front-line workers have been told numerous times by various sources, that health workers are being strongly discouraged from reporting any possibly adverse effects to CARM. We have been told by civilians that when their concerns were raised with their GPs, hospital doctors or other front-line workers that these were dismissed without further discussion. There are many stories from people ringing primary care services complaining of chest pain and chest tightness, potentially warning symptoms of deadly side-effects of this experimental injection. Yet these symptoms are not appearing as official side effects in relation to the Covid-19 injection.

Where is the pharmacovigilance that Dr. Petoussis-Harris urged the world to adopt before the roll-outs began, given “the paucity of safety data”? It seems her home country thought she was bluffing. Where is the training in pharmacovigilance for doctors and nurses? Not a single doctor has received a notice, reminder or any up-skilling about our sentinel role, as watchful guardians of our trial of 5 million. A few doctors are doing it anyway.

Many injured and bereaved report that doctors answer the obvious question with “No, it can’t have been the vaccine”; “there was a pre-existing condition”. There is no possibility that anyone can answer this question without a full investigation.Very few CARM reports of death are made, even as a precaution.

It seems the biggest failure is in clinical medicine. This is a Freudian confession, a “deniable admissibility”, by health professionals caught in the headlights, desperate to retreat back to their happy places. In their defense, we are all human. We understand the trauma-induced hypnotic state of mass information; but the time has come.

Never in our lives have we seen patient concerns so readily dismissed.

We are in touch with civilians who are providing support to those who have either suffered adverse effects to the injection themselves or know of friends and relatives who have. These events are being collated into a database. This database has not been compiled by academics or doctors. It has been compiled voluntarily by citizens. The data may not be considered “evidence” by those in their ivory towers; but it is real data that is growing everyday with the last five notifications not making it onto this list. No massaging, no dismissing. We challenge you to read this. Click on description below the graph.

Civilian Reported Deaths: 31 August 2021

Prime Minister Ardern, have you read this? Have you called for an immediate halt and investigation? If one Covid-19 death is too much, how about 117 deaths from the Covid-19 injection. What about those too afraid to speak out in fear of being ostracized by family and medical personnel? Ostracized because you told individuals to dob in their neighbours; you said you were the only source of truth. Their stories are not included.

If you have not read this, it is your duty to do so. If you have read this, and you continue to pursue harming the population, you either have no heart or you are being forced to harm the population. Which is it? Prime Minister, how do you want to be remembered? As someone who stood up or someone who buckled? These adverse effects were known of well-before the roll-out.

International Reports

In other countries vaccine adverse events are known to be significantly under-reported with usually at best 10% of adverse effects reported. That being said, the numbers do not look good. These are likely to be people who were healthy, who were injected with an experimental injection for a disease for whom most of the effects are mild and for which there is evidence of effective, safe treatment. Multiply the numbers below by 10.

Deaths

Vaers (USA): 11, 940

Enduravigilance: 21,766

YellowCard (UK): 1, 559

Injuries

This graph was downloaded from the CDC Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting website on 18 July 2021. It shows a huge jump in adverse events to all vaccines in 2021 from around 5 % to 35%; 2021 the year the Covid-19 vaccine was rolled out.

Vaers Graph July 18, 2021, report downloaded by author

Worsening Covid-19

It is not just the adverse effects that are being ignored. The possibility of worsening disease has been ignored by doctors and scientists who are charged with investigating every possibility of harm. Even before data started accumulating, inquiring scientists were warning that anti-bodies to the spike protein could worsen the disease of Covid-19, if one were to contract this after receiving the injection. International reports now suggest that this is indeed happening.

Israel, where almost 80% of the population is vaccinated, is experiencing a surge in serious cases, mostly amongst those vaccinated. This is now also being described in the US. What has the CDC and Dr Fauci suggested to mitigate this? A third vaccine! How can this type of suggestion even be voiced out loud? “The Covid-19 vaccines are causing more severe disease, so everyone must have more”.

An interesting tightly controlled study on healthcare workers found that fully vaccinated people carried 251 times the viral load of SARS-CoV-2 , likely transmitting the delta variant to not only their vaccinated colleagues but most likely to un-vaccinated people, including patients. This comes on top of studies indicating that the Covid-19 vaccines do not stop transmission of SARS-CoV-2.

What is now becoming clear is that the Covid-19 injections are not fit for purpose. The sad truth, is that it now appears that those who have had the injection, may be more likely to die if they contract Covid-19. Is something else going on? What is behind this huge push to vaccinate the entire global population when it now appears to do more harm than good?

The Fear

Yet there are people who are not convinced. Once the people had bought into the fear, it was as if they were unconsciously driven to harm themselves and their own people, so as to get away from the menace. “It is worth it, it is worth it, to be rid of this fear. We can no longer live like this”. Then my friends, open your eyes.

Psychological Manipulation

In one sense it is remarkable how removal of basic freedoms such as that of congregating and travel, and the mandating of lockdowns and masks have been so readily accepted by the New Zealand and global populations. However, a targeted strategy has been developed over the last few years in order to manipulate populations. This is freely available information.

Take Britain as an example, as described by Dr. Gary Sidely: A publicly available British Government document, “Mindspace: Influencing behaviour through public policy” outlines strategies that can achieve “low cost, low pain ways of ‘nudging’ citizens … into new ways of acting by going with the grain of how we think and act”. Several interventions of this type have been woven into the Covid-19 messaging campaign, including fear (inflating perceived threat levels), shame (conflating compliance with virtue) and peer pressure (portraying non-compliers as a deviant minority)”.

Institute For Government UK

Dr Sidely goes on to say “It is questionable whether a civilised society should knowingly increase the emotional discomfort of its citizens as a means of gaining their compliance. State scientists deploying fear, shame and scapegoating to change minds is an ethically dubious practice that in some respects resembles the tactics used by totalitarian regimes such as China, where the state inflicts pain on a subset of its population in an attempt to eliminate beliefs and behaviour they perceive to be deviant.”

It is known to be “ridiculously easy to get people to form group-based loyalites …and become hostile to the out-group”. Politicians have thus “turned Covid-19 into a moral crusade, quasi-religious in nature, creating a doomsday cult. Masks generate fear and help keep the cultish behaviour going. Lockdowns demoralise us, reducing our capacity to resist dangerous authoritarian rule. Defeating the virus is the impossible aim that keeps the cult leaders in business”.

Anyone who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities. Voltaire

Asymptomatic Spread

We don’t know, we don’t know who is carrying the menace. It could be anyone.

In scientific research it is almost impossible to prove a negative. Thus, the answer to the question: can asymptomatic people transmit Covid-19 can never be: no. However, the authors of this study in the popular press, state that “there is no evidence outside of China, that anyone has developed even moderate Covid-19 based on true asymptomatic spread”. The World Health Organization also no longer advises testing asymptomatic individuals.

Nothing Else Can Be Done

Despite ancient ways that had helped the people to resist fear and menace, the people turned their back on their elders and their traditions and accepted only the redemption from the force.

Covid-19 is the most researched-virus with the most treatment protocols. When these protocols are used, severe disease, hospitalisation and death are significantly reduced. Furthermore, in those who are healthy, there is almost no disease. In those with co-morbidities, the experience of thousands of doctors across the globe is coalescing into treatments to prevent hospitalisation and decrease the severity of disease in Covid-19 patients. Not only are most of these treatment protocols freely available but consist mainly of over-the-counter supplements. Furthermore, for those with co-morbidities, small changes can make an immediate difference. For instance, lowering blood glucose by cutting out the processed foods will, that day, likely have a beneficial effect. Your immune cells are negatively affected the higher the amount of glucose in the blood.

There are more treatments for Covid-19 than for any other viral respiratory illness.

Case Numbers

But the numbers, the numbers, they are going up and up. Look. Look at Sydney, thousands of numbers.

These numbers are based on the PCR test. A test that is being substantially misused, as is the word “case”. In a nutshell:

  1. In medicine, a case is only positive if there is a disease process. If there are no symptoms there is no case, even if a test is positive. All tests have false positives and false negatives, and all tests should be correlated with the patient’s symptoms.
  2. The PCR test was never intended as a diagnostic test. The inventor of the PCR, Kary Mullis, has stated: “Scientists are doing an awful lot of damage to the world in the name of helping it. I don’t mind attacking my own fraternity because I am ashamed of it”.
  3. A positive PCR is not the same as seeing or growing the virus in a petri dish. A positive PCR is a way of picking out a sequence of organic chemicals that make up certain genes that are found in Sars-CoV-2, the virus that causes Covid-19. It is like picking out letters from a page, for example the letters “how now” that may be unique to a sentence. The more pages that are searched, the more likelihood of finding the sequence.
  4. Laboratories can manipulate how many cases of Covid-19 the country has. Genetic material from the swab that is sent into the laboratory is isolated. However, as this material is so tiny it has to be artificially “grown” to be detected. This is what is meant by cycles. Each time a cycle is run, the genetic material is reproduced exponentially, just like adding many more pages of letters to a book. The more cycles that are run, the more likely the genetic sequence is found. The NZ laboratory runs up to 45 cycles. It is not clear at what cycle threshold the outcome is considered relevant. Dr. Fauci has stated that cycles above 35 are not accurate.

It has been estimated that 90% of people testing positive, carried barely any virus.

Tweet by Doctors for Covid Ethics

Variants

Alpha, delta, lambda! It is getting worse, we need redemption.

Most viruses come with variants. These are usually described as combination of letters and number e.g. H2N2. However, the letters and numbers do not roll off the tongue as easily as “delta”. Delta is easy to spell and the media can easily report on it. Viruses mutate to keep producing.

According to Dr. Malone, vaccination is unlikely to help. It fact, this may just encourage the viruses to mutate more! Indeed it appears that the most vaccinated countries have the most Covid-19 cases and deaths. The variants seem to be losing their potency.

Tweet by Dr Yeadon

Trust

Who to trust? Where to look? What is right? The people are rightly confused.

Science is never finished. There is always a sliver of doubt. To refute this is to engage in Scientism. Scientism is a belief, a religion. It is not science. Science is argument and debate. We cannot say we are following the science if any dissent is censured. That is authoritarianism.

Tweet by Dr Feynman

No Trust

We no longer trust the authorities. We no longer trust those who:

  • Do not allow debate
  • Who censure any opposing views
  • Who coerce
  • Who do not seek out mistakes in their arguments
  • Who do not undertake Pharmacovigilance when rolling out a new intervention
  • Who only focus on one cause of death without thought to not only other causes of death, but also to the harms — physical, emotional, mental and societal — of the interventions to eliminate this one cause of death.

The government has used deliberate, well-known behavioural-science techniques to scare its citizens. We started with “four weeks to flatten the curve”, morphing under our noses and unseeing eyes, into “the country can only reopen when everyone is vaccinated”.

We no longer trust anyone who forces anyone to do anything; especially when this involves an intervention that appears to do more harm than good.

Trust

Humans have evolved alongside and with viruses since the beginning of time. Our human genome is said to contain viral genes. So, what can we do? There is ample evidence that supporting the immune system and our health in general wards off disease. Once warded off the wonderful body is now stronger again. Thus, it appears that natural immunity to Covid-19 is superior to that obtained through the Covid-19 injection.

The best defense is a strong body. A strong person is one that laughs, hugs their neighbour, nourishes their body with good food, water and sunshine. A body that knows it too will dissolve back into the earth, as no body lives forever. A body that trusts that it can be well, until that day comes.

Photo by Kelly Sikkema on Unsplash

Trust is the opposite of fear. Open your heart, listen to your body. It knows what to do.

As people re-learned to trust themselves and their bodies, the menace disappeared.

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Cindy de Villiers

Practicing Functional MD developing a diagnostic and treatment online platform, incorporating wearables and AI. Always questioning.